CRASHED, CRUSHED, dead.

it's not just a moment of dismay, or a temporary unhappiness.
from what i can see, it's a couple more years of torture, plus a future of uncertainty & worriness.

i don't care who you like.
if i can be around you,
if i can see your smile,
if i know you're happy.

i really hope it can end peacefully, somehow.
it's hard to endure it for a moment.

please do not leave me alone♥

trip & fall

have you even get so irritated by someone, so annoyed by someone, so angry with someone, so disappointed with someone?
well, right now i am.

for goodness sake, why cant you just disappear from the surface of the earth? on second thoughts, why do you even exist in the first place?
come on, the world is a harsh place. and you will not able to survive in this harsh world. you're only a burden to this earth, so you might as well just disappear and be gone. no one is going to hold you back. please do not think so greatly about youself, you're not everything like others, you're close to nothing, or even worse than nothing.

oh please, compared to others, what are you? please, i dont see anything in you that is so special and unique. i hate to say this, but sometimes even i'm irritated by you.

damn you, i can't stand the sight of you. you should not exist in this world in the first place, so just disappear and be gone...
i'm really want to believe that it isn't true, but sometimes, it just can't be fake.

gosh i really want to smash the mirror.

please do not leave me alone♥