FATED TO FADE

everyday, a little boy went up the hill and sat beside an old tree. he spent the days enjoying the scenery around him, watching the world goes by. the old tree stood beside him quietly, accompanying the little boy. however, when winter arrived, the old tree began to shed its leaves slowly. one by one, the leaves fell to the ground. the old tree was no longer the tree that the little boy used to know. the old tree was unable to withstand the harsh winter.

silently, the little boy prayed that when spring arrived, the old tree would grew back its leaves, and be what it used to me again.
and if the old tree should ever shows signs of no returning, maybe it's time the little boy considers to plant a new tree
*laugh at myself*
damn it, i can't stand myself...

TEACHER'S DAY CELEBRATION!

ANGEL'S BIRTHDAY(:
NAPFA DAY
NATIONAL DAY'S EVE
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ANGELINA!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KHANGLENG!
HAPPY IN-ADVANCED BIRTHDAY SHIYUN!
HAPPY IN-ADVANCED BIRTHDAY GUOYING!
HAPPY IN-ADVANCED BIRTHDAY GRACE!
HAPPY IN-ADVANCED BIRTHDAY QIU JUN!
HAPPY IN-ADVANCED BIRTHDAY PEARLYN!
HAPPY IN-ADVANCED BIRTHDAY KE WEI!

Close your eyes, night growing
You'll recall that memory
Biting our freezing lips
We snuggle our shoulders against each other's
I hid the day when I saw you last
At the bottom of my memories
That wondeful view we saw above the lake when we were walking

Snow Kiss
I don't want to say goodbye to you like this
The feeling of wanting to see you, a scar unable to be removed
Don't erase it, don't erase it...

i dreamt of you just now,
just when i thought i will eventually forget about you...

please do not leave me alone♥

BANISHED
on the outside looking into your world.

Gotta Go My Own Way-Vanessa Anne Hudgens

I gotta say what's in my mind.
Something about us,
doesn't seem right these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,
somehow the plan is always rearranged.
It's so hard to say,
but I've gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay..

[chrous]
I've got to move on and be who I am.
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday.
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own away.

Don't wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up,
and I watch them fall everytime.
Another colour turns to grey,
and it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today 'cause I've gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay

[chorus]

What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
What about trust?
You know I never wanted to hurt you.
And what about me?
What am I supposed to do?
I've gotta leave but I'll miss you.

So I've got to move on and be who I am. (Why do you have to go?)
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand. (I'm trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday.
But at least for now,
I wanna go my own way. (I want you to stay)

I've got to move on and be who I am. (What about us?)
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand. (I'm trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I've gotta go my own away.
I've gotta go my own away.
I've gotta go my own away...

BANISHED from your world.
all i can do, is to remember your smile.
what used to be, is no longer there anymore.
those memories, i will cherish forever,
but i know you will be okay, without me.
you will be happier, i know it.

please do not leave me alone♥

REASONS FOR LIFE

*looking at the mirror*
A worthless piece of junk.

i'm just too tired.
apologies and thanks for everything.
it's time to live my life,
step by step.

please do not leave me alone♥

fairy tales/

*Bright sun,
this coming year i wanna sing.
All i want to do,
drink all i want, laugh all i want.

For my swaying heart,
i want it to be pounding.
Maybe that's also a paradise,
it's summer!

PEACH!
A love mark turned upside down.
Because it has an unstable point,
it flips right away.
But i'll flip it over(:

PEACH!
Let's be together after all.
We should be together,
feel better and let's enjoy this summer!

PEACH!
A love mark turned upside down.
I'll need that power,
i'll try my best,
because i'll be in love!*

fairy tales are nice, it feels great to believe in fairy tales once in a while. it's like when you are watching a drama series, and you will be going 'gosh, why are their lives so great, how are they able to do those unbelievable stuffs, and most importantly, why do they always have happy ending?'

but still,
it's those kind of feeling when you grow little wings behind your back, and you're flying higher and higher to a place where everything seems like paradise...
and some huge massive thing has to fall from the sky and slam you to the ground.

oh and that hugh massive thing is called 'reality', and mind you, it's harsh...
sometimes, i wish i was a non-living thing with no feelings, instead of a living thing with so many complicated feelings, and so many stuffs to do.


okay i better stop day-dreaming, after all, this is the real world, not some 'drama series' or 'anime' or whatever world.

before i end, Hanazakari no Kimitachi e(Hana Kimi) [japanese version] is a must-watch! hate to admit it, but it's so much more funnier and touching-er as compared to the taiwanese version. and the cast is so realistic since the drama is adapted from a popular japanese manga, so japanese manga, japanese cast will do it. HAHAS

don't mind me, i'm just CRAZY over this drama!! :D

please do not leave me alone♥

will you still remember me,
when the time comes?

yeah finally i'm blogging again!
and i know there will be some people complaining after reading this post and shouting 'the great sunthai, can you stop posting so many photos at a time!!'
on the other hand, there will be some other people going ' there he goes again, using photos to lengthen his post. tsktsk.'
whatever it is, photos make my blog more colourful(:

THE GREAT S.H.E DAY!! :D *SCREAM*

please do not leave me alone♥