Saturday, July 14, 2007 @10:45 PM
NOT A MOMENT, BUT A LIFETIME*Day by day, just as usual,
when i turn around that corner,
i merge into a crowd of people,
and melt away into nothing.
I lose myself completely,
and unable to find words to say.
Yet one thing, your voice,
still remains, still remains.
Everything about you, your smile, your anger,
keeps me walking on.
The cloud will disappear, if i just look ahead,
i'm sure you know what i mean,
i'm sure you know what i mean.*
i don't want myself to be the cause of it,
i don't want anyone to be the cause of it.
i will try my best, to change myself,
and become a better person, for me, and for you.
the period of my world is over,it's your time now, and i will respect it.
Thursday, July 05, 2007 @7:55 PM
MOVING ON??
adeline me and zongze(:
shawn chunkiat zhaopei(ugh act cute~*pukes*)
eunice guanjie shawn kewei zongze pearlyn chunkiat( THANKS!! )
my presents!! :D
me and pearlyn!
chunkiat me and pearlyn(:
our LEGS! pearlyn mine and chunkiat LOL
chunkiat me eunice and pearlyn:D
THANKS to jane, jenna, eunice, chunkiat, soonyang, shawn, zhaopei, adeline, liangyu, pearlyn, sheery, kenneth, wanting, edna, zongze, zhengyu, woonhwee, mingsheng, godfrey, hweekee, qiujun, qianni, yinghui, cecilia, tony, xinyi, zhiyu for those birthday wishes(:
THANKS to jane tan mei wei for the chihua soft toy. LOVE IT!!
THANKS to chunkiat, pearlyn and eunice for the box, 'whatever' keychain, 'birthday bear', 'cute toys' collection!!
THANKS to zhaopei for the swiss army knife!
THANKS to shawn & zongze for the S&K shirt!
THANKS to adeline for the swiss army shower cream!
THANKS to kewei for the adorable horse and peppermint keychain!
THANKS to wing yee for the shirt from hongkong!
THANKS to woonhwee, adeline, zhaopei, xiumin, shawn, zongze, eunice, pearlyn, chunkiat for those self-written postcards/birthday cards!
THANKS to guanjie, kewei, woonhwee, shiyun, xiumin, zongze for the delicious chocolate cake!
THANKS to chunkiat, shawn, zongze, zhaopei, adeline, guanjie, kewei, woonhwee, xiumin, pearlyn, eunice for celebrating with me:D
most importantly, THANKS to everyone who have made my day special one way or another!(:
really, i can't say THANKS enough to all of you! xie xie!!
ps: i hope i didn't miss out anyone, if i did please tell me!!
oh well term 3 started, a new semester began.
for me, a nightmare.
i wish we could go back you know! but i guess it's impossible, & we have to deal with current situation?
i know you really haven't let go of the past... but well we all should move on yea?
as much as everyone would wanna turn back the clock and relieve those good old days again, however reality doesn't permit us to do so.
sometimes keep holding on might not be the best way, moving on is.
on monday night, i read all those cards again. i refused to sleep. i don't want the night to pass on too quickly. i don't want to go to school.
how am i suppose to move on when the path in front of me is full of trees with bare branches and only barren land around and not a single sight of living souls or lush greenery?
life is like a competition. right now everyone is running past me, while i am struggling to walk to my unknown destination. the smiles on their faces, the confidence they have, the courage they possess, i envy them. i tried to run and catch up, but there's no motivation for me. i don't why i am in this race, i don't know where i am suppose to run to, i don't know anything.
i'm really afraid that one day i will lose sight of all of them... as they ran even faster and further.
right now, everything is in a mess.
tagg replies*
khangleng. HELLO!! yea linked liao and seeya in school too. smile(:
guoying. i DON'T torture my dear little chiwa to death ok!! i miss him so much lehh, i cried for one hour lehh!! seeya arnd:)
yinghui. yeap kind of believe that dreams may come true. you take care too and miss you! stay happy!!
tony. hmm patience isn't something i have, oh well nvm. anyway how dare you use my blog to publicize your blog! tsktskHAHAS anyway thanks for all those wise words! will try to plant my flowers(:
pearlyn. next year 12jan at s'pore conference hall? NEXT YEAR?? hahas i obviously can't confirm now right, will go if i can lahh. i will not miss a chance to see wonderful ruiling perform!!
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
you sure about good stuff? right now i don't even see a single good stuff...
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
will you be??
eunice guanjie shawn kewei zongze pearlyn chunkiat( THANKS!! )
my presents!! :D
me and pearlyn!
our LEGS! pearlyn mine and chunkiat LOL