LOVE AND LIFE.

Saturday, June 30, 2007 @9:20 PM

they called it DREAM & RETRIBUTION

it wasn't supposed to turn out this way

Lesson 1: there's a reason why they called it 'DREAM', because it never really happen. even if it happens, it's once in a 'whatever colour' moon.
Lesson 2: 'RETRIBUTION' do exist in this world, trust me.

Has my endurance reaches its limit? i don't know why am i starting to take it seriously, i don't know why is it starting to affect me. that sentence of word that you said kept repeating itself inside my head.
my heart hurts, literally.
ok so maybe it's just a health problem, or an incoming 'heart attack' signal. or maybe it's just my mind play trick on me. or maybe it's just plain retribution. whatever, it just hurts.

things just don't happen the way you want it.
what you dream, isn't what you get.

i did what i could do, i thought it was for the best, at least i thought so. but sometimes, reality contradicted your beliefs.
in other words, my belief is starting to waver.

maybe i am starting to get sick, i don't know why i am thinking about all these now.
conclusion: DREAMS are just DREAMS

[EDITED]
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HWEEKEE,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZHIYU,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHEERY,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUIMIN,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZIQI,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CAROLINE and last but not least...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SUNTHAI:D

tagg replies;
jialing: *looking at the photo again* it's still logs. okayy lahh i'll be nice. OMG it's really a bunch of sleeping beauty, i can't believe my eyes!!
jane: aiya come blog to relax lahh, after exam confirm screwed one so study for what. and you didn't tell me you changed blog! tsk!
sheery: you bully me, why i pay again!! cannot like that lar, i am just a poor little innocent kind blah blah... kid. main point: POOR!! HAHAS
pearlyn: hahas you're welcome. strange as it is, i think guzheng very cool hahas, i want to learn! but don't think got the perseverance and patience:X

DREAMS, BELIEFS, RETRIBUTION, REALITY
that's part of life.

please do not leave me alone♥

Saturday, June 23, 2007 @11:24 PM

please let it be EVERLASTING(:

i realised that my blogging is more frequent during exam period instead of during non-exam period, i mean i should be mugging so hard now that 'switching on the computer to blog' should not even happen at all. okayy it's funny how life works, on second thought, how i work instead.

wait a minute, what was i going to blog about?

oh, NOTHING..
damn it, random-ness invaded me again.
wait wait, i want money!! gosh i am so darn broke, and shopping spree is getting into me. and i want to eat my sakae sushi, and i want to go k-box to sing all my S.H.E songs, and i want to go marina bay to steamboat with all my friends, and i want to play mahjong and win!! and and..
and the special day is coming(:

i wish, i hope, and i want it to be EVERLASTING(:
and i will do my utmost best to make it happen.

back to mugging, or maybe sleeping since it's kind of late.
jiayou everyone!! wishing best of all, from the great SUNTHAI:D

tagg replies*
sheery_ sorry larr, not that i don't want go out with you, but mugging period): i also want go out with you!! we go k-box okayy!! so sorry okayy, don't be angry(: smile
eunice_ you mug hard too, hardcore mugger(: hahas and yeap after exam period we go steamyboat ok!! by the way, it's not 5 days more lar!!! :X
qianni_ to my adorable, sweet, cute, kind little daughter qianni, when did you become 4years old!!! how can 4years old got boyfriend huhh?? tsktsk HAHAS(:
chunkiat_ you can send me the MAIN photo if you want since i don't have. i don't want to be killed by her okayy. you can put as your display pic if you want(:
jialing_ ahem, SLEEPING BEAUTIES O.O okayy i wasn't expecting that. LOL more like sleeping logs bahh, HAHAS jiayou for midyrs and tkcare:D
yinghui_ WOW yinghui is such a great chef to cook the hotdogs so delicious-ly!! and don't you give up cycling!! you must cycle, but must be slower than me ok! HAHAS
pearlyn_ midyrs gonna be gone in a flash, it's just a short four days!! yeah jiayou! i knw right now you are camping at cchms, the concert was great, i like the guzheng sound!!(:

friendshipEVERLASTING
i will give it all i've got(:

please do not leave me alone♥

Wednesday, June 13, 2007 @9:25 PM

IRREPLACEABLE

now AND ever, i hope

4MODESTY'07 CHALET(:

zhaopeiANDadeline

overnight playing!!

overnight snoring

mahjong! smile(:

cherie, junjin & me

pearly.valerie.xiumin.wynne.kah hwee!

as usual, yellow ribbon benedict! HAHAS(:

the one and only 4modesty'06,

nothing can replaces it, in my heart.

eds@ east coastour bikes(; yinghui, qianni, cecilia & me
tony, cecilia, xinyi, qianni & aaron
somewhere far away~~
the 'familiy' photo(:
and cycling for arnd 2hours made your legs swollen and sunburnt you too.

the official mugging period is now on, but right now i'm craving for:
1) k-box
2) sakae sushi
3) steamboat at marina bay
4) shopping spree( even though i'm officially B.R.O.K.E )
5) mahjong craze!! :D

mahjong with zongze, kaijie, chunkiat, shawn and pearlyn at shawn's house, and talking about beginner's luck AND skills, i won several times in a row!! hahas so now it's mahjong craze for me! yeah let's have overnight mahjong!! :D

okayy fine let's study, i suddenly just realise that june common test is next, next week and it's giving me a ' so little time, so much to revise' feeling.

basically, i'm so dead.

taggs replies;
tony. professional bloggers let the photos speak for themselves, they don't need to describe it. HAHAS
qianni. i'm such a nice daddie to put my cute & adorable daughter photo as the first one, even though it's abit unglam... oops(:
pearlyn. ruiling arh, that's a golden retriever, not a labrador or whatever lols. yeap hope you've fun during chalet! and let's MAHJONG!!!
cecilia. oh my gosh, how can someone be impersonating me?? i must be the 'hot sexy me'!! HAHAS cecilia you are NOT hot, i am(:
chunkiat. SPAMMER!! and unfortunately, your current phone mp3 is softer than mine, and has 2megapixel, so overall, i win! HAHAS and UPDATE!
yinghui. go yinghui, cycling is easy! but prolong cycling is unhealthy. and those small hotdogs are oven-cooked one right?? lols

[when you're gone; avril lavigne]

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I do I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear will always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

they says nothing lasts forever.

i hope we will, and i will cherish it(:

please do not leave me alone♥