i'm trying my best;

"all good things come to an end" that's what the mc for the vjc harmonica concert said that night.
"but remember, there's still next year! hope to see you all again at vjc harmonica concert next year!" she continued.

maybe what zongze said is true, guess it's really inevitable huhh?
oh well, at least i've tried my best. all i wish for now, is that everything will work out at least.

CCHMS EDS SYF
TJC LIBRARY
TEMASEK'S NIGHT(CCC PERFORMANCE)
CHUNKIAT'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
VJC HARMONICA CONCERT
TJC SPORT'S EXPOSURE
RANDOM PHOTOS
and i miss chungcheng!!!!!

tagg replies;
since most of the tags are asking me to update, well...
i've updated!! (:

these are my memories,
but i'm not ready to let it just be memories yet, not yet.

please do not leave me alone♥

just walk away-

i am fucking pissed off right now,
and it wasn't supposed to turn out this way.
i'm trying my utmost best to make it a perfect day for you all,
but in the end, it's not even close to perfection.

i'm so glad at this instance no one is beside me, because if someone is to irritate me in this mood, i'm so going to say 'fuck off' at that person and scold vulgarities.
please people, sometimes all i need is a little help.
gosh god, let it be a happy ending. and if someone is unhappy about it, go to hell.

okay i apologise for what i've said, i'm just in a f*cking damn mood):
just walk away.

tagg replies*
qianni. yeah a silver like finally!! aiyo cry for what, should be happy! & it isn't surprising for me to turn up & support you all ok!!
sheery. ok lahh we organise together, so you will decide the people place time and activities! oops that's like organising everything! LOL
kenneth. never mind lahh, i know my daddie is very busy(: i'm a nice person!!
zhaopei. i know, i just don't understand why is my taste so good haix... HAHAS

i admit, it's so hard trying to hold the pieces together.
cause you can do nothing,
when the pieces are falling apart.
so why am i still believing in all this shit,
that i can at least hold on to every single pieces.
and relive the memories?
gosh loads of bullshit. i don't believe in it anymore.

or should i say, blame myself for cherishing those memories.
to me, those memories are preciouse and irreplaceable.
to you, those memories is a simple word.
trash.

please do not leave me alone♥