when you're gone

Restorative
You love to solve problems. Whereas some are dismayed when they encounter yet another breakdown, you can be energized by it. You enjoy the challenge of analyzing the symptoms, identifying what is wrong, and finding the solution. You may prefer practical problems or conceptual ones or personal ones. You may seek out specific kinds of problems that you have met many times before and that you are confident you can fix. Or you may feel the greatest push when faced with complex and unfamiliar problems. Your exact preferences are determined by your other themes and experiences. But what is certain is that you enjoy bringing things back to life. It is a wonderful feeling to identify the undermining factor(s), eradicate them, and restore something to its true glory. Intuitively, you know that without your intervention, this thing-this machine, this technique, this person, this company-might have ceased to function. You fixed it, resuscitated it, rekindled its vitality. Phrasing it the way you might, you saved it.

Adaptability
You live in the moment. You don't see the future as a fixed destination. Instead, you see it as a place that you create out of the choices that you make right now. And so you discover your future one choice at a time. This doesn't mean that you don't have plans. You probably do. But this theme of Adaptability does enable you to respond willingly to the demands of the moment even if they pull you away from your plans. Unlike some, you don't resent sudden requests or unforeseen detours. You expect them. They are inevitable. Indeed, on some level you actually look forward to them. You are, at heart, a very flexible person who can stay productive when the demands of work are pulling you in many different directions at once.

Includer
"Stretch the circle wider." This is the philosophy around which you orient your life. You want to include people and make them feel part of the group. In direct contrast to those who are drawn only to exclusive groups, you actively avoid those groups that exclude others. You want to expand the group so that as many people as possible can benefit from its support. You hate the sight of someone on the outside looking in. You want to draw them in so that they can feel the warmth of the group. You are an instinctively accepting person. Regardless of race or sex or nationality or personality or faith, you cast few judgments. Judgments can hurt a person's feelings. Why do that if you don't have to? Your accepting nature does not necessarily rest on a belief that each of us is different and that one should respect these differences. Rather, it rests on your conviction that fundamentally we are all the same. We are all equally important. Thus, no one should be ignored. Each of us should be included. It is the least we all deserve.

Communication
You like to explain, to describe, to host, to speak in public, and to write. This is your Communication theme at work. Ideas are a dry beginning. Events are static. You feel a need to bring them to life, to energize them, to make them exciting and vivid. And so you turn events into stories and practice telling them. You take the dry idea and enliven it with images and examples and metaphors. You believe that most people have a very short attention span. They are bombarded by information, but very little of it survives. You want your information-whether an idea, an event, a product's features and benefits, a discovery, or a lesson-to survive. You want to divert their attention toward you and then capture it, lock it in. This is what drives your hunt for the perfect phrase. This is what draws you toward dramatic words and powerful word combinations. This is why people like to listen to you. Your word pictures pique their interest, sharpen their world, and inspire them to act.

Developer
You see the potential in others. Very often, in fact, potential is all you see. In your view no individual is fully formed. On the contrary, each individual is a work in progress, alive with possibilities. And you are drawn toward people for this very reason. When you interact with others, your goal is to help them experience success. You look for ways to challenge them. You devise interesting experiences that can stretch them and help them grow. And all the while you are on the lookout for the signs of growth-a new behavior learned or modified, a slight improvement in a skill, a glimpse of excellence or of "flow" where previously there were only halting steps. For you these small increments-invisible to some-are clear signs of potential being realized. These signs of growth in others are your fuel. They bring you strength and satisfaction. Over time many will seek you out for help and encouragement because on some level they know that your helpfulness is both genuine and fulfilling to you.

tagg replies;
yinghui; hahas ok i will jiayou! your senior has alot of perseverance even though he's like so busy HAHAS, you takecare too and let's pray for at least a silver!!
szeyan; of course my mummie wont forget me!! my daddie kenneth too(: hahas anyway i know i look great in the uniform, even though tjc uniform is like UGH!! hahas missyou and tkcare!!
hazel; hello!! aiyo you sound like i forced you to come and tag my blog lar!! hahas sound more willing mahh and visit my blog often(: tkcare!
sheery; come on be a good girl lahh, okayy larr, we organise together ok?? like that everyone happy mahh! HAHAS clever me:D
chunkiat; i've got nothing to say, since i was right behind you when you're typing this-.-
jiemin; yo, i know i look so much more handsome now lahh, you can just say that HAHAS ok you takecare too!!

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you~

please do not leave me alone♥

clinging on,
before i hit the ground.

i'm feeling so depressed.
tutorials, projects, everything is starting to pile up.
but still, i am doing nothing about it. instead, i'm still living in the pasts, trying my best to rewind the times, when i know it's impossible.
and the fact that tomorrow is monday and the start of another torturous weekdays is not making me smile at all.

gosh, i'm still clinging on to those memories, and i don't want to think that it will fall apart and fade away eventually...
even if it does.

tagg replies;
cecilia; hello what nerdy!! i will always look cute & adorable in any kind of uniform, even though i've got to admit tjc uniform is so ugh~~ HAHAS(: at least i look nicer than you!!
qianni; HAHAS so you want chocolates full of daddie's love. okayy i shall be nice and MAKE those chocolates for you! lol yes i will tag often & i DO NOT look weird in that haircut!!
sheery; yes madam i will find one day to go out with you, ROGER!! HAHAS okayy lahh i also want to, but very busy sia. you organise and tell me the dates lahh. HAHAS:D
yinghui; yesyes your senior is especially hardworking & have perseverance, so he wont give up the camera so easily HAHAS, okayy you takecare too and smile(: seeya!

if there's something i'm looking forward to;
it's those moments we shared together.
if there's something i want to see;
it's those smiles on your faces.
if i could do something,
i will stop the time,
relive the moments and look at all of your smiles...

please do not leave me alone♥

BELIEF&YOU

today-bugiswoonhweeee~, zhaopei & zongze
and zongze looked so dead in there, because we were walking in the bugis street and junction for the whole afternoon. i am like so tired too, but apparently the two girls, especially zhaopei, were so excited about shopping that they practically forgot that they were tired HAHAHAS :X

anyway i am so pissed off with my internet. for some stupid reasons, if you used cbox as tagboard in your blog, i will not be able to view or tag in your tagboard, because there's some idiotic error message appearing in the tagboard...so like how am i suppose to tag like this? argh.. because of this, i cant tag in ruiling, junjie and many people's blog as alot of people used cbox. so i'm sorry but i may never ever again tag in all of your blogs):
to make it worst, if yours is a livejournal, i cant even access your blog, as that same irritating error message appeared on the webpage itself. ARGH, can someone help me for goodness's sake!!!

whatever, i'm just hoping i will survive through the weekdays and arrive at the weekends(:
takecare everyone!

taggs replies;
szeyan; hey i thought kenneth is my daddie?? HAHAS and i recieved your postcard, omg thanks so much!! i'm so touched lahh, you didnt forget about me~ thanks mummie and your son always miss you!! :D
adeline; hey zhaopei me everyone miss you too lahh, you try to make some day free so we can hang out one whole day together, maybe celebrate ck's birthday? ps: NO i am not talking about you-.-
qianni; okayy i will relinked you. and who give my daughter so much chocolates?? BOYFRIEND HUHH?? HAHAS such young age then tsktsktsk. okayy lorr daddie dun give you anymore chocolate liao HAHA(:

i put my trust in you;
cause i believe in you

please do not leave me alone♥

a stab in the heart

okayy at this exact moment, i'm having no motivation to do anything at all. bleh, basically i'm blogging so as to make my blog seems 'not so pathetically un-updated', and also to prove that i am more updated than junjie(:

gosh i'm feeling so slackish nowadays. not only that, there's something in my heart that keeps bothering me.
i'm trying my utmost best, but in the end, i was left hanging on a thread. i don't know why, but everything seems to be falling apart. i really hope it's just my imagination, and not reality. you don't know how important those memories are to me, you don't know the pain when i realised that gradually, what will be left are memories only.

should i give up, or should i keep on trying?
takecare everyone.

ohyes before i end, i should include this too, who knows when will i update again..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUNKIAT(12th)
why is he the only april baby?? dangs...

taggs replies.
pearlyn; yar lahh, junjie's motive of tagging is only to suan me only. at least there's someone nice like ruiling instead of junjie, tsktsk:X hahs ruiling is a nice name!!
sheery; hahas i like finally updated my blog, even though it's a really short post. hey sad that we cant go out together, but i'm sure we will one day okayy(: tkcare!!
chunkiat; firstly my english is the best! secondly i didnt paiseh myself in tjc okayy. everyone admired me of my perfect english, mr junjie~:D
szeyan; i am so looking forward to your letter hahas let's hope it will reach my mailbox fast! and swimming sucks lahh, i dont like): lol takecare mummie!!
kenneth; hey 'daddie'? hahas try to survive in hci ok! i know swimming for pe lessons sucks but arh no choice hahas. i maybe gonna crash hci next wed lehh!! HAHAS
tony; hey wanna crash hci next wed? hahas then we can whack kenneth's head!! and see how boring hci can be... LOL!!
benedict; your computer sucks lahh, why cannot see the photos? hahas see my computer rocks sia(:
xinyi; yes i updated. and yes music & lyrics rocks!! drew barrymore is hotter than hugh lahh!! wait, i am the hottest!! :D
zhaopei; hahas come on get a life, dont be so bored at home lahh, you can always talk to me instead of playing o2jam-.- and omg another blog? i wonder will it survive??
jiemin; yesyes i know, huiying aka jessica right? hahas she told me too, and i saw her in your blog too. yeap takecare!!
qianni; ok i updated liao lahh, hahas nice blog you have, i lurve the sheep skin!! and jiayou for syf okayy!! daddie is here to support you!! but no chocolate this time><
yinghui; how can you call your senior lazy? your senior, esp sunthai, is the MOST hardworking of all. hahas workhard for syf and tkcare. smile(: & i haven forgotten bout yr camera!!

i'm really happy for you, sincerely.
but still, it kills me inside.
i guess eventually, you will find your new life,
and that will be the end of me...

please do not leave me alone♥