FIRST LOVE.
You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
WELCOME TO MY LIFE.

{LOVE}

I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me

Monday, February 26, 2007 @11:06 PM

sooner or later-the grand finale

argh i'm feeling unwell now, vomitting during pe lesson had definitely drained the life out of me. not only that, i puked, with nothing coming out of my mouth. ok maybe there's hydrochloric acid, but other than that, i tried to vomit, but nothing came out.
since i didn't eat for breakfast, recess and lunch.

so maybe i should not be describing the process of sunthai's vomitting too much:X

and i've got two tests tomorrow, namely maths and economics. which i am so going to fail. not that i am expecting any miracle to happen, but i don't really give a heck, at most a sense of satisfactory if i pass.

oh, i hate swimming. holding your breath and submerging underwater gives me the creeps.

ok so i admit i am talking rubbish here. whatever, i'm just feeling plain bored, with a little bit of nostalgia.
till then takecare everyone and good luck for next week's posting results(:

taggs replies*
sheery; hello president of sunthai's fanclub. yeap let's go k box. i craved for kbox so much! hahas but i am not going to pay for you. you got worked ok, i don't have money at all lorr):
pearlyn; wo you blogged de lorr, and why the sudden change of using hanyupinyin hahas. feels so strange. the stupid blogger's server is like argh, hahas zhu ni hao yun for tomorrow tests(:
yinghui; are you sure it's okay linking that someone's blog. and for some reason that someone seems so irritating to me. argh. back to main topic, that camera of yours seems so attractive. lol
szeyan; aiyoo how can you not know where my dad is. never mind, i help you find a new daddy bahh. you takecare too ok, hope you're happy and smiling now(: and i will try to find time to email you!! argh jc life is so &*%#$@*&!!!!!! hahas

sometimes i think,
would it be better, if i was to be in a same place as you?
i just can't imagine my future, without you.......

please do not leave me alone♥

Thursday, February 22, 2007 @11:34 PM

someone who will see that in me;
those special three words

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR(:
and i'm updating, hahas even though it's becoming a hassle for me, due to my busy lifestyle. i officially declared that JC life sucks, i don't even have a single motivation to study, considering the facts that i failed both economics and maths tests, hahas. oh well so much for "i'm gonna buck up after chinese new year", maybe i shall change it to "i'm going to study hard after march holidays!" hahas(: is it me, or i'm so gonna screwed up my midyear exam this way? haix

ok back to the main topic, it's CHINESE NEW YEAR, like that's the most anticipating festival for me, other than the march, june or whatever holidays. hahas i totally love chinese newyear, especially those red packets(: but still i seems to be growing horizontally!

chinese newyear eve celebration
me & adelineme & euniceben & keweiadeline & eunice
eating at yoshinoya
me & adeline as gunners(:playing at marina square arcadeadeline & ednabowling at marina squareadeline zhaopei and chunkiat( the idiotic three )

chinese newyear eveas you should already know from the chinese newyear eve show on channel 8, there were mini fireworks at chinatown here. hahas and i immediately ran out to captured these on my camera(: and in case you don't know, these fireworks were really near my house, like about 0.2-0.3km away from my house? hahhas that's like so cool, even though the fireworks and the crackers were like freakingly loud.

singapore hong bao festivalthe horse will enjoy new beginnings in his/her lovelife. being truthful & honest with each other will certainly make the relationship last longer. this will be a great year for a relationship to settle down as well. the horse should not be too engrossed with work and neglect his/her partner this year.

and if you're thinking that i am the one who come up with such professional paragraph, well you're wrong. i merely just copy it from a sign board beside the horse. anyway the above paragraph doesn't really apply to me, so i don't really give a heck. just thinking it might help someone out there. gosh i'm such a nice guy~(:

yinghui's houseme xinyi yinghui and tonyus again with yinghui's motherus again with xinyi acting as superstar~hahasme and xinyi acting in goong(:

oh and i'm feeling nostalgia recently.
that familier pencilcase, and that familiar slingbag, it reminds me of you.
will everything be all right?
insecure..

takecare everyone and bye~

tag replies/
sheery; thanks for waiting so long for me to update. you're officially in sunthai's fanclub! hahas and my blogskin now is not depressing, it's erm.. loving~. ohwell let's go out during march holidays ok(:
cecilia; yes i updated, even though there's your disgusting face there. ugh, people're so not gonna visit my blog anymore, because of that face!! hahas:D
yinghui; hahas i've so much fun with you too, and thanks for linking that someone's blog to your blog, i know you don't really want to, hahas!! and thanks for those photos too, but i'm still aiming for that camera~
szeyan; glad you like that paragraph that i dedicated to you. must visit my blog often ok(: and i miss my mama, and my papa is nowhere to be found! anyway please reply xinyi in my tag. hahas she asked me to(: takecare and will always miss you!!
tony; yesyes i will update often, even though it's kind of troublesome. lol ohwell since you're a frequent visitor to my blog, so as to link to other's blogs... hahas
qianni; is it me or is my daughter becoming like cecilia? omg that's bad news, i wouldn't want two people going around saying 'i'm so cute!' haahs and yeap i LOVE your valentine's present lahh.
chunkiat; it's BROOD, tsktsktsk such bad english, you should really start improving your english, eventhough it's very difficult to get to my kind of high standard. hahas and duhh 8points is like good lar. slap you!
pearlyn; hello the girl one computer away, this is dumb hahs, anyway you should blog often now since you didn't blog for one month too due to your internet~ hahas. happy valentine and chinese newyear(:
xinyi; yoyo have so much fun with you all yesterday at yinghui's house! and yeap have asked szeyan to reply your tag. let's hope she notice(: takecare and stay sexy~ hahas
hweekee; happy chinese newyear to you too! and you should be the one who should update more often. your blog die so many times!!
edna; happy newyear too. shall be a nice guy as usual and see if i've the song in my computer. thanks me later. and update your blog more often ok!!


will you miss me like i do?
will we still be together?
i will never forget that moment,
that you help pick me up(:


please do not leave me alone♥

Sunday, February 11, 2007 @9:00 PM

false hopes all along;
but it's for the best...

sorry for not updating for one month, been caught up with so many things. and i seem to have pissed off some people for not updating, namely szeyan and xinyi. hahas paiseh!!

seriously i don't have the mood to type a long post now, and i don't think anyone will be interested to read through a long post, so for the sake of all of your eyes, i shall post lots of photos for you all to feast on!!! thanks me later(:

Science Fiesta in mjc( which happens three weeks ago!! )
Car Glider group 1A
Car Glider group 1B
Merdian Murder Marathon( or whatever it's called ) gangand the egg yolk gang. in case you didn't notice, there's like only three guys in my class, which are me, tony and mingsheng( the guy in the above photo ). some random photos me & pearlyn took on that days!
and this is my almost-complete class photo:D

O level results release day
this day was definitely the most nerve-breaking day ever. i was like really nervous, and my whole body was like literally shaking. but thanks to god, i am pleased with my results(:
shiyun jieru xiumin woonhweethe piano gang
melvin guanjie shawn
chunkiat zhuoyi pearlychunkiat( blocked ) adeline eunice & liyinzongze kewei melvin and benedictjenna & soonyangchunkiat( blocked again by the thumb) adeline and euniceme and pearly(:


and yesterday was shopping spree at bugis! finally i'm starting to shop for chinese new year stuffs. and i spent around $80! which made me both satisfied and heartbroken. hahas
mr leongchunkiat was a very nice person yesterday! hahhas for the first time i praised him for being a nice and generous person lehh, he should be so happy(: but really thanks him alot for sacrificing those vouchers! even though he keep suaning me about my english..
and also i owe pearlyn alot of things. i sort of promised her to send her some songs and photos by putting them into sharing folders, but till now i haven't, due to my laziness. tsktsk, oh well her internet connection isn't going to come back till valentine day, so let's wait patiently until 14 february'07, and you will finally see pearlyn ng updating her blog!! yeah:D and she better change her tagboard as it's being invaded by thousands of advertisments.

tony's birthday
firstly, happy birthday to tony!! hahas and today i got to view somebody's blog, who declared love to someone else. ok this is like really funny. but still i promise that someone else that i will not spill any beans about that incident, so yeap i'm going to zip it(: tony's birthday cake!!cecilia aaron tony xinyi yinghui and qianni(: and it was a tiramisu cake, which is my favourite!!

and my dear szeyan is leaving tomorrow. i am going to miss her so much lahh, so i will dedicate this next paragraph to her:
thanks so much being my caring and cute mummy! and i don't even know who's my daddy, but i think my daddy also don't know me bahh. anyway you've been a great friend, encouraging me all these time, during the prelim and o level. i still keep those postcards, love letters and email you give/sent me lehh. those encouragements really help me alot, and i will never forget those moments that when i am feeling down, you'll sent me a postcard or sms to cheer me up. also thanks for listening to my complaints and helping me out. i will miss you, stay healthy and happy ok(: we shall keep in contact via email, so remember to email me anytime. love you<3

ok this shall be the end of my 'long' post. will update my blog again in the near future, at least i hope(; takecare everyone and seeya!

tags replies!
sheery; hahas i finally updated! ok i promise that oneday we will go out and have fun one!! hahas and my post aren't depressing okay. anyway that new blogskin of yours is nice, even though it's still kind of depressing hahas takecare!
hilary; of course i will never forget you lahh, and yeah i've lots of fun during orientation! hahas hope you're having fun in your jc too(:
tony; yes i didnt break my promise to update. and i'm not that bad to hope that person get payback lahh, just want that person to change. anyway happy birthday and i'm glad you like my presents!! friends forever:D
chunkiat; firstly i thank everyone equally and secondly i miss everyone equally. hahas please don't think that you're the king. lol but thanks for friday! cheer up and get well soon ok? takecare:D
xinyi; well i'm happy you like my present!! and yes i finally updated! but you need not broadcast to the whole world that i've sexy legs you know. afterward everyone jealous of my legs. hahas i know you wish that u've my legs. HAHAS
wanting; finally you visit my blog. after reminding you for like so many times, hahas well continue to visit ok. thanks!!
yinghui; yeap you takecare too and i've updated! ohyes can you link that person's blog to your blog so that i can sort of remember that person's blog? hahas well stay happy(:
szeyan; yes mama i've finally updated!! please do not cane me): haahs anyway i've dedicated one paragraph to you lehh, aren't you touched or what!! oh well i hope that you'll succeed in everything you do and remain cheerful forever! love you forever mummy:D

this is the true ending,
but i am not going to accept it.
even if those're just false hopes,
i'm still going to believe in you.
i just hope that someday,
my wishes will be fulfilled...

our story will not end here,
it will continue forever.
and i will never ever forget those memories,
all of us have together.
i love all of you...

please do not leave me alone♥



ME.
sunthai
cchms.4modesty'06.eds
tjc.cg17/07.ccc
seventeen. 250690'
imagination running wild
hoping for a happy ending

missing the past,
struggling in the present,
worrying for the future.


YOU.
Cassandra
Chunkiat
Guoying
Hweekee
Jane
Jasmine
Jialing
Jiemin
Julia
Kenneth
Khangleng
Melvin
Michelle
Pearlyn
QianNi
Racheline
Serene
Sheery
SiewHui
Szeyan
Tony
Wynne
Wyntrice
Xinyi
YingHui
Zhaopei

TALK.


THANKS.
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