something's missing my orientation group, callisto seven!! and our beloved adorable group leaders;D

ok it seems a long time since i last blogged, which was during the new year's eve when i had my most terrible mood swing. orientation was great and crazy, with investigation games, marathon-ing and waterbomb-ing. seriously, it's really fun, as compared to those boring lectures which will dulled me to sleep...

but for some reason, something's missing. i've got a strange feeling inside me, and i can't described it. to make it worst, i've got to choose my cca by tomorrow midnight. and i can't make up my mind. bleh~ this sucks!

oh yes, who cares about you? i'm so over you, totally. and say whatever you want about me, i don't care, i'll just ignore. at most, i'll give you a...
*what? what? WHATEVER~!!*

before i end, thanks chunkiat for the gift and letter!! thanks zhaopei for the keychain!! and pearlyn for accompanying me during the orientation and everything!! zongze for msn-ing with me when i'm really low, plus adeline for calling me to talk and crap with me!!really appraciate it, and friends forever:D

taggs replies;
cecilia_ i am cute no matter what. and if i keep thinking of you, i will get nightmares frequently!! ahh scary!!
xinyi_ erm speechless. yes you're 'tamadecute'...dots and merry christmas to you too and happy new year:D
qiani_ be a good girl. papa will buy you chocolate, someday, sometime, somewhere in the future...happy new year!!
sheery_ hey you still visit my blog! so touched... merry christmas to you too, although it seems kind of late;P
ck_ next time if you want to wish merry christmas, just say it. you need not suan people before that... and hope you're having a great time at vjc;)
yinghui_ merry christmas to you! and sorry that i couldnt make it on that day! hope you like the present!
cyan_ happy boxing day! *box you* orientation was great! and i will be waiting for my letter with anticipation! thanks for the postcard though:D
wynne_ glad you like my pictures! visit my blog often and tag!
hilary_ yeap i know i sound emotional, sorry! anyway happy newyear, and of course i didnt forget you!!

wondering if you miss me,
when i realise that you've moved on.

please do not leave me alone♥

whatever~

i don't know why am i feeling this way right now. on the new year's eve, i was in a bad mood. yet today, i am in a even worst mood. especially at this exact moment as i'm typing this post. still dwelling over those questions from the previous post.

fine i'm aint as perfect as you, i'm mr. imperfect. you will never understand how it feels to be always under you. even though i may not show it, it doesn't mean i don't feel anything. for goodness sake, why am i feeling so pissed off right now? just because everything is not going the way it should be? just because i'm aint perfect as you?

i don't understand at all.

one more day. i'm already unhappy with the fact that school's reopening, that i'll have to survive in an unfamiliar surrounding. and now this happened, causing me to be... uncontrollably furious. loads of vulgarities are going through my mind now. i feel like punching someone now. argh~

i give up.
just give me some times to recover from this madness.
and hope you all have a happy new year, unlike mine...

i give up.
i will never organise anything.
don't ask me to, if you don't want to pissed me off.

please do not leave me alone♥