FIRST LOVE.
You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
WELCOME TO MY LIFE.

{LOVE}

I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me

Thursday, June 29, 2006 @9:42 PM


What' s happening to me?

yoyo i'm back. though u cant heard me. i sound ultra tired. super tired. falling asleep in class is becoming one of my hobbies. & teachers are obviously not sparing us by giving us tons of homeworks everyday. & i'm staying back everyday in skool to finish up the hw or revise. as i know that i cant do all these at my home.

but it proved effective staying in skool doing hw as i managed to finish hw & learn sth in the end. which is sth that wont happened to me if i stay at home & do hw.

oh ya. my bdae passed by in a flash. with lots of happiness & laughter. i am one year old. more mature, more sensible, more responsible, more adorable X) hahax aniwae million~ oh nope. BILLION thanks to all of you! ck pearlyn kj pearly eun ksy zy shawn ade cl zp zz ben liyin wynne hweekee jane qianni ziping shiyun woonhwee xiumin sheery edna angeline gj everyone. hope i nv miss out anyone, thanks agn <3

rashes are appearing all over my body. which is of course not a good news. most are concentrated around the upper body. esp the arm & neck region. while some few are at the leg region. ok fine maybe i shldnt be discribing so specifically. but since it's the first time in my whole life i got rashes. which are so darn irritating. argh. they get 'activated' at night or when i'm sweating & become itchy. darn it when will they disappeared for goodness sake!!

another bad new. apparently i got wisdom tooth. one small little adorable tooth is appearing & growing at the rear of my teeth. i could see it clearly. it's not helping in anything other than applying pressure on my healthy pinky gum. ouch it's kinda hurt when i chew. & after hearing story bout wisdom tooth from both pearlyn eunice & ck. i began panick & search for info bout wisdom tooth. here's what i found out...

The Wisdom teeth are the large molars at the end of each line of teeth - there is one Wisdom tooth at the end of each row - therefore there are 4 in total.
Wisdom teeth are the last permanent teeth to develop. They appear in the mouth between the ages of 18-24 years and may develop in the jaw but never erupt or appear in the mouth.


Many people have their wisdom teeth removed under local anaesthesia by a general dentist or oral surgeon. This means that they are awake, but the area around the wisdom tooth is completely numb.

To remove the wisdom tooth, your dentist will open up the gum tissue over the tooth and take out any bone that is covering the tooth. He or she will separate the tissue connecting the tooth to the bone and then remove the tooth. Sometimes the dentist will cut the tooth into smaller pieces to make it easier to remove.

& here's what i conclude...

wth am i gonna really going to go thru this operation? even if they numb me during the operation. when the numbness disappeared i will still be able to feel the extreme pain again ritex. and bleeding for 24 hr. plus biting a cotton wool betwn my mouth. PLUS having my face swollen like a pig for round 2 weeks. OMG! how am i gonna handle all these? according to my research. the wisdom tooth need not be extracted if it's not causing any problems like pericoronitis, swelling and redness of the gum & more.

all these sound incredibly terrible to me. dentist is one of my most hated person in the world. & now i'm gonna ask the dentist to remove my wisdom tooth without a choice. great. just great.

*pray* to my dear little wisdom tooth. pls dun cause any troubles problems to me. this year is my o' level year & i dun wan to come back to skool looking like a swollen pig. trying to relieve the pain in my mouth while struggling to study in class. please not let these all happen to me. please~~

rashes, wisdom tooth, what's next?? i'm prepared for it ~

please do not leave me alone♥

Thursday, June 22, 2006 @6:48 AM

sometimes thing just turns out UNexpectedly.

ok three days of waking up EARLY & sleeping LATE are causing me many troubles. i am getting more & more 'dead' now. i could be practically dreaming while playing on the computer. my panda eyes & eyebags are becoming more & more serious. making me looking like a walking zombie. the main point is. i am getting more & more lethargic.

& physic practical yesterday was fine. although i could predict i will did badly. wad wasn't fine yesterday was the chem remedial. it was basically boring & useless. SHE came in wearing shirt & short meant for auntie shopping in the wet market, & start the 'explaining', stopping occasionally to talk grdmother's story. complain or talk on the phone. *roll eyes*

& apparently 2dae performance in the prelim round was good. which got us into the final. the judge just said"we'll see u in the final" out of the blue & we were like *blink eyes* so does that mean we got in? guess we were kinda surprised as we didnt expect to got into the final with our lame musical~~~ hahax.

& yepp we got in. we were happy. although that'll mean more session for the brushing up of the singing & dancing part till the final which is 14th july. then went k-box with cecilia tony xinyi wengfeng yinghui aaron. it was fun to a certain extent. for xinyi kept singing oldies songs from the 50-60 century. which we all dunnoe. she was singing there happily while we were like fainting...

it's ZhiYu's & Sheery's Birthday. Happy birthday =)
& yesterday was HweeKee Birthday. happy bdae agn X)

gtg. for my e geog & ss are still lying on the table. looking at me pitifully.waiting for me to finish them-.-

please do not leave me alone♥

Friday, June 16, 2006 @3:15 PM

wad i need. is SELF CONTROL

hello. back after 10 days of no blogging. i know u all miss me. but i was actually testing out myself how long can i restrain myself from blogging. i know it's lame. but was like lookin at other ppl's blog & realize they could not blog like for a month. hence try it out myself. i even post some videos. hoping 2 entertain all my readers for some times.

but apparently it did not work out. seem like no one took times 2 look at those adorable videos. oh well & here i am agn. blogging.

holidays flashed by real fast. one more week. & skool's life back.

shall list out wad i did during holidays. easy 2 read listing for the sake of all your eyes =)

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1) Great Singapore Sale(GSS)

ok fine i admit i'm getting into the GSS-fever more & more each year.
Good: lurve the feeling when i got wad i want. & with discount. guess is all these discounts that got ppl spending money.
bad: even with all these discount. my wallet still painful sia. wad's the diff betwn buying a few un-discounted products & buying alot discounted products? in the end. your wallet become lighter. it's kind of contradicting. first minute u wld be so happy buying. nxt minutes u wld be crying looking at your skinny wallet.
& it's kind of devastated going out shopping & not buying anything in the end. i've been through it b4. u went out smiling shopping. but in the end u came home with empty hand~~ disappointment.
i mean, the objective of shopping is to go out 2 spot if there's anything u adore AND cash it. of course unless u didnt spot anything u like or u didnt bring cash. -.-

2) Drama
one last performance b4 we sec 4 stepped down. & our last play is a musical. yepp u will be seeing us singing. dancing. acting. three in one play. a musical. & of all the characters. i will be playing an eccentric role. diaos~~~
prelim round is like nxt week 21st of june. & we are rushing like mad. but it was FUN. hahax. had lots of fun with all my eds frenz. aniwae really hope we can pass the prelim round & go in2 finals. everyone let's do our best okayy? JIAYOU X)
*practising my singing & dancing now*

3) outing
didnt really go out so often this holidays. there're only 2 simple reasons
reason 1: mummy nagging. ever since i came home late twice from steamboat outing. she have been nagging me. discouraging me 2 go out. threatening me not 2 go out. yaya you get the idea ritex
reason 2: guess everyone including me is kinda busy. with all these holiday homeworks. or preparation for cca performance like co nitex. or studying at home 2 make up the bad results obtained in MYE. o' level is coming nearer. guess we shld start bucking up. which is sth that i haven do -.-

4) holidays homeworks
with the computer distracting me. i cant concentrate on doing my hw. i know the deadline is getting nearer.
amaths- done. emaths-done. chemistry-done. english-done. and the rest- 'are still unwritten'
planning 2 finish physic by this week. den will spend my whole last week concentrating on e geog which i did badly in MYE & my ss.
but judging at the rate of spd of doing hw. i'm in deep trouble. really deep~~
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ta-dah~ finish my listing.

aniwae just speak with my senior recently. here's part of the conversations. (from wad i can rmb)

me: haix still got holis hw undone. den also haven start studying yet
senior: you siao arh. must start studying now liao. when yr prelim?
me: august?
senior: that like give u round six week left 2 study. u got 8 subj to study. if u count. u only like have five day 2 study for a subj. u tink enuff mehh?
me: but i still got all these holis hw..
senior: dun care those holis hw liao. must start studying liao.

which got me tinking agn~

i really do need self control. b4 the holis i was like telling myself.
"i'm gonna use the june holis 2 revise my triple sci & humanities."
but in the end. all these are still undone. got distracted by computer game. GSS. television. many things. disappointed with myself. all these promises i made with myself. all broken. wish i could have the o' level fever now. not the world cup fever. so i could just study day & nitex without ever complaining grumbling.

On that special day. 9 days from now. i will wish for~
self control. yepp. i would wish for that.


please do not leave me alone♥

Sunday, June 04, 2006 @2:30 PM

SORRY 2 PEARLYN!!!! =(

I almost got it. yet i missed it again. i missed the chance twice. i was so close in getting it. but everything turned out futile. but still i believe one day i will achieve it. i will get it. no matter wad...

[to pearlyn]
i'm so so sorry. it's not that you're not my friend you know. it's just that last night i was like tinkin of all the 20 ppl in my mind. den i stuck at the last few places. i feel like i missed out sth but i cant rmb. hence i just anyhow put. den 2dae morning when i was outside. i suddenly rmb i forgotten who. i missed out you. i felt so bad. so guilty!! just wan really faster go home & change. was really worried you might be upset or misunderstood anything. i was like wishing you haven seen my blog. but when i got home & saw you tagg on my blog & said that i missed out you. i was like 'oh shit'. although u said you dont mind. i still feel like i did the wrong bad thing.

just wanna tell you: SORRY 1000 times!! You're my HAO PENG YOU. GOOD FRIEND okayy?? i will change the quiz thingy. & will treat you 2 sth one. this is 2 amend for my mistakes. lastly. SORRY!!

please do not leave me alone♥

Saturday, June 03, 2006 @1:19 PM

interesting~~

(found this interesting cool quiz in pearlyn's blog. Thanks 2 PEARL'YN XD)
Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of your head. Ready, 123 GO!

1) Jane Tan
2) Shawn
3) ChunKiat
4.) Adeline
5) Eunice
6) Chialing
7) Yap Huat
8) Xiu Min
9) Woon Hwee
10) Zhaopei
11) Ksy
12) Benedict
13) Zhiyu
14) Shiyun
15) Tony Tan
16) kaijie
17) Jenna
18) Zongze
19) Wyntrice
20) PEARLYN X)

Complete the following questions:

1. How did you meet 14?
in 3 modesty!! which is now 4 modesty!!

2. What would you do if you will never meet 1 again?
I will MISS her. She is like my best best friend who understd me the most. we know each other like for ages. (To 1: dun cry when u see this. I'm always a nice person XP)

3. What would you do if 2 and 9 dated?
OMG! 2 is well known for his love for eating. & 9 is famous for eating continuously. she will always bring snacks or tibits 2 skool so that she could eat during class. if they come 2gether. hahas 9 will make sure 2 will never get hungry with all those food 9 bought =D

4. Did you ever like 19?
erm. she's a nice funny gal. & i really think she look cute!!! hahas yupp i like her- as a friend. duhh~~

5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
good couple?? erm not sure.. but good friends? YOU BET!!

6. Describe 3.
ok. suaning is the main point. always like 2 hurt ppl hearts with his suaning. hahas. but he's obviously clever smart. with a L1R5 of 11 of mid year. ( and he think it's very low ). great person 2 hang around with. ok enuff praising of him for one day XD

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
yupp. she look even great wearing contact lens & when she style her hairs!! she did all this during talentime & we all saw it X)

8. Tell me about 7.
my best frenz!! i know him like since primary 4 or sometimes. we could tok bout anything. anywhere. hahas. we always help each other out. basically we did wad best friends are suppose 2 do. BEST FRIENDS 4EVA =D

9. Do you know any of 12's family?
erm nope. but i heard his father is cool~~

10. What's 8's favourite person?
woonhwee & Shiyun?? becuz they are her best friends?? i dunnoe XP

11. What will you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
ewwww~~~~~~~~~~~ hahas totally impossible. we are great friends though X)

12. What language does 15 speak?
chinese english hokkien wad else?? you expect him 2 speak alien language?? -_-

13. Who is 9 going out with?
9 is going out with her best friends shiyun & xiumin!! XD

14. How old is 16?
sixteen duhh... his bdae is over X)

15. When's the last time you talked to 13?
THURSDAY. after the bio lecture we went out for lunch =D

16. What's 2 favourite band/singer?
oh my. lots. whitney houston is one of them. conclusion he lurves all those oldie singers & bands. those in the 70s & 80s century. hahas

17. Would you ever date 4?
sure. u mean date her out for like outing ritex??

18.Would you ever date 7?
duhh~~ we are BEST FRIENDS XD

19. Is 15 single?
yupp.

20.Whats 10's last name?
anita mui. oops i mean LEE. hahas X)

21. Ever have a serious relationship with 11?
serious friends relationship? den yupp. (wad does this qns mean @_@) although he may have other kinds of relationship with other ppl (A&E) XP

22.What school does 3 goes to?
same as me. CCHMS~~~

23. Where does 6 live?
hope she nv moved house. Lorong Gambir

24. What's your favourite thing about 5?
Her fried eggs!! hahax. ok larr my favourite thing bout 5 is HER!! hahas

25. Have you seen 1 naked?
NO.. i am not a pervert okayy (-_-")

end of quiz. it's cool ritex this quiz?? u may copy this quiz & try it yrself!!!

please do not leave me alone♥

Friday, June 02, 2006 @7:39 AM

X-tra Steamy!!

finally the blogg is okayy & i can update agn! (as request from our dear eunice who's asking me 2 blog) aniwae i'm like trying my utmost best 2 type carefully. i've been told by both ck & eun that there're lots of spelling & grammer mistakes in my posts. really who will care bout these mistakes?? apparently these 2. fine i will take it you two care bout my languages. thanks~~~

& i could at last watch X MEN:THE LAST STAND! been wanting 2 watch it for a long long time. people have been like telling me it's really darn nice. & the result... it's really great!! I would give the movie 4 stars out of 5 stars. though i may not like the plot. the fighting scenes were like..WoW. The way Storm blew up a duhh... storm. the way Mystique transformed herself. the way Kitty ran thru the wall. WoW i totally think X MEN the series rox!! XD

one thing though. The actress(Rebecca Romijn) acting as Mystique is pretty okayy!! i know she may not look as pretty as usual in the movie but that's becuz she dyed her hair 2 black in the movie!! She was a blonde originally. here let's me show you the original Rebecca Romijn!!

On the top is Rebecca Romijn & at the bottom is Mystique. spot any similarity? or difference?? hahas told you the actress acting as Mystique is pretty. She is a model i tink. no wonder she look so beautiful & model-ish. XP

then it was steamboat agn! & this time i got help in cooking okayy! as zongze wasnt there 2 help me cook the meat. but still there's master chefs ZHIYU & PEARLYN 2 cook for us! & i helped most of the time by cooking the meat & my favourite spicy sotong & squids. & of course i must not 4get this. the fried egg cooked by our eunice kuah was great too. ( if i was 2 4get write this, she will skin me. she's really happy with those fried eggs she cooked=D)


here's everyone!! (plus pearlyn & me who were in charge of taking these great pictures!! )

& i am literally grounded for coming home late on that day. oh well guess i will just stay at home thses few days doing all my holidays homeworks~~~

kinda wish i would get into the fever now. no not the world cup fever*roll eyes*. i hope i would get into the O' level fever now. so i could just start revising now and do my holidays homeworks wifout complaining. looking at the stack of homeworks. i hardly have any mood or motivation 2 do all those homeworks.

i understand how u feel. i can understd why u did that. i meant. if we were 2 switched places. i may have do the same thing too. i'm trying my utmost best 2 stop all these embarrassing moments. so that u will not feel strange. i know how you feel. bout me & everything. really i'm not sad. hurted nor heartbroken. I'm just affected. that's all...


please do not leave me alone♥



ME.
sunthai
cchms.4modesty'06.eds
tjc.cg17/07.ccc
seventeen. 250690'
imagination running wild
hoping for a happy ending

missing the past,
struggling in the present,
worrying for the future.


YOU.
Cassandra
Chunkiat
Guoying
Hweekee
Jane
Jasmine
Jialing
Jiemin
Julia
Kenneth
Khangleng
Melvin
Michelle
Pearlyn
QianNi
Racheline
Serene
Sheery
SiewHui
Szeyan
Tony
Wynne
Wyntrice
Xinyi
YingHui
Zhaopei

TALK.


THANKS.
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