i feel lye crying so much. i mean bout my maths... mainly on Add maths. i don even understand wad she is toking? how... if continue lye that i for sure fail my tests one lor. why give me such a lousy teacher who cant teach? everyday attend her maths lesson my mind is in a whirl. i am so damn worried lor. when i do my homeworks i don even know how 2 do. even worst out of 5 questions i dunnoe 3 qns. i really scared my grade will drop drastically... now i onli hope i will do well in others subjects. now my mind is keep tinking bout maths. maths. maths. wad 2 do. wad 2 do. (@_@)

god bless me i will understand all this soon... i really need god's help this time...i don wanna disappoint everyone. esp myself. it's not that i never study... i even read that examples in the textbook lots of times. but i juz cant catch it. wad izzit? am i becoming dumb? am i becoming stupid? wad is becoming of me?? izzit my fault or the teacher's fault? even my other frenz said that teacher's teaching sux. they also cant understand. but some can. and when they say they understand wad she is saying... my heart gave a huge jump. a really huge jump.

miss Sec 2 so much. guess it's not that good growing up rite?... miss you benevolence

please do not leave me alone♥

let's see... how many days i did not blog. wadever. this few dayz is kinda unexplainable. not boring... still got a bit of interesting. juz lye any skool days... not boring yet not fun. (~_~) ??
the cca orientation was ok lah. bit of fun... but still not my taste. hehe... yaya i wear that barbarian clothes. wif clothes inside. went around promoting EDS... got not so much ppl. Zealous & Aaron were lye looking out 4 chio bu... -_-"

be'coz of SYF... muz stay back foe practice. for once i felt lye a senior. Sec 1 i was a innocent. cute junior. Sec 2 i grew up a bit. but still felt lye junior. finally Sec 3... the senior feeling is coming... it is overwhelming me. [although i still got those Sec 4 above our heads...boo...] not that i am going 2 bully those juniors... i am a kind boy. it juz that of once i felt mature... the feeling of senior. last time i felt so small. everyone seem so big. but now. senior... yes it's that feeling. Haha... i gonna treat those juniors as my frenz. gonna set a good example. *winkz*

back 2 three modesty... guess wad. it's not that bad after all. lots 2 know more ppl. Pearlyn. wynne. junjie. chun kiat. and some more ppl whom i dunnoe their name... sry -_-"
shawn where is my ' passport 2 paris' ??!!

been a Sec 3 for quite a time... getting used 2 skool. getting used 2 ppl. but it will may take some time for 3 modesty 2 replace 2 benevolence...

please do not leave me alone♥

dammit...how "lucky". our mission failed. no nine subjects 4 us now. how 2 explain my feelings now?? sad? relieved? dunnoe... mind in a whirl now. haiz. we were deciding 2 c Mr Tan 4 an explaination... but it seem useless... mission failed is failed. who bother why??

ez link card lost. & that is not a good news obviously. i had 2 go transit link there and get. Eunice is not bluffing when she said she waited 2hr that time. i got a bit "lucky"... i wait not 2 hr. but a damn damn bloody long 3hr!! i stand there doing nth... yawning, counting how many fingers i have. finally my turn. took my card and off i went. my bladder almost blasting!!

drama club meeting. planning 4 sat cca orientation. wad am i doing on that day?? i and Zealous got "lucky"... we become the mascots. we will be wearing tattered custumes [the clothes are really tattered...holes here holes there ] and a towel around our butts. relax we got wear PE shorts inside and PE shirts inside too... not gonna expose too much. basically we will be wearing lye barbarians. how's that?

haiz... after mentioning so much, i m sure you can c how "lucky" i am rite. "i am so LUCKY!!" haha... (-_-")... that is why i say. Cancer + 2005 = unlucky year!! how am i gonna survive!!?? 3 modesty... got 2 noe more ppl. still trying 2 get along. everyone is lye so hardworking... kinda miss te noisy BN... haiz.

benevolence... how i miss you... to all BN frenz. no matter where we are, we are still under the same sky. god bless you all. work hard and make bn proud. miss ya 2BN!!

please do not leave me alone♥

New York Minutes ROX...damn it. the olsen sisters really grow up aly...last time when they small they are so cute... now they are so damn chio and pretty. although i cant seem 2 noe who is who...

first day of skool...i wear long pants. it sux sux sux... i not use to wearing long pants...humid. hot. PHEW!!!...i look stupid wearing that long pants...WHAAAA!!!...so wearing that stupid long pants to skool...i felt that everyone lokk kinda strange wearing long pants...

form teacher. wang feng.... not bad lah. although he sometimes veri long-winded. and sometimes his joke is so damn cold. grrrrrrr.......... elective geography teacher...yaya.nobody but her. you are rite...ho soo choo. sometimes i even wonder if the killer tsunami is caused by her...

new ppl to noe... break the ice games is so damn useless. the ice is still there. as cold and as hard as it could ever be...
tired... the whole main point bout 2dae is i am so damn tired... veri tired. ZZZZzzzzzzz........
and lastly 2 ksy... i have changed... i am now a good boy. i will not tuck out my shirt... ok??... i will try veri hard....
sometimes i juz miss it...our happy memories... the fun we had... and the most wonderful BENEVOLENCE............

please do not leave me alone♥

OUR "BENEVOLENCE" JOURNEY END HERE...
BUT "BENEVOLENCE" WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR MIND...
THOSE HAPPY MEMORIES. THE FUN WE HAD...
THOSE LAUGHTER WE HAD. THOSE TEARS WE CRIED
THANK YOU. THE WONDERFUL "BENEVOLENCE"...

[SOMETIMES GOODBYE THOUGH IT HURTS IN YOUR HEART
IT'S THE ONLY WAY FOR DESTINY...
SOMETIMES GOODBYE THOUGH IT HURTS
IT'S THE ONLY WAY OUT FOR YOU AND ME...]

please do not leave me alone♥