FIRST LOVE.
You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
WELCOME TO MY LIFE.

{LOVE}

I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me

Sunday, November 28, 2004 @3:17 PM

finally came back from chalet...so damn tired...it was fun...quite fun...anyway i bought britney greatest hits: my prerogative....it rox....i lurvve the songs inside...i really recommend you all buy this cd...it really rox...after buying went grandma hse...went to sleep as usual as i was so damn damn tired...anyway let me describe my days in chalet...

Day 1...
we reached downtown east chalet at 1pm...but can onli check in at 2.3opm...so we waited in the food court...i bought a magazine and inside the horoscope they say tony tis week will be praised and promoted!!...ohho...so i kept praising tony...after waitin 1/2 hr i began 2 feel bored...so together wif Zealous and Yaphuat we went to the arcade...we played and played...i and Yaphuat played metal gears until siao...then at 2.30pm we check in...i was smaller than i expected..

anyway after that we stayed in the room watch TV for a while...then went out buy sth for bbq...after buyin we came back and start to prepare bbq...it was hard startin the fire...get so frustrated...then use syrofoam board to fan the fire...and presto...the heat is on...we started the fire first...the another grp got sp frustrated that they actually juz blow at it...so we started preparin the food...i sat there peelin the crabstick...defrostin the frosted food...fianlly at 7pm we ate...it taste ok...taste a bit lye plastic though...then went back into room to watch TV...oh yeah Tony parents came and help...so we watched charmed and watched amazing race...watch until we forget to clear the bbq leftovers...and we did not notice the absence of tony...then we decide to go out a while...while walkin i suddenly felt sth amiss...we leave everythings to tony family to clear...we felt so guilty...so we went back but find out tony parents gone home...it was lye 1am...then we went back...and i find out jeremy and kah hwee( dunnoe how spell his name)...they are stayin overnite...so i ask tony and tony ask cecilia...blah blah... so cecilia and jeremy and xing yi went to slept early at 2pm lye that...tony, andy, yaphuat and me were not sleepy...so we talk bout our lives until 3.30pm...then we sleep...except yaphuat who stay awake whole nite... haiz

Day 2...
escape theme park...my first time in there...it was fun...really fun...we woke up 8.30am and eat breakfast...then we go escape...we play alpha 8 first... it was fun but a bit violent...hehe...then we went wet and wild...i juz love it baby....i got a bit wet...then the pirate ship...don talk bout it...cecilia, xing yi, aaron sat at the other side while me and nicholas and tony sat the other end... it was damn scary...i hate it...nicholas was lye closing his eyes...he's afraid of pirate ship...i guess i am too...then we went bumper boat( tony spray until i was totally wet...)...then we had the go-kart...i love it too...it was fun...we went for a break then play again...wet and wild...tis time i was totally wet...top to bottom...then cecilia they all went flipper...no way...i will vomit...so i skip that...that at 1pm we went back...yaphuat hands was itching for majiong...wyntrice will bring that...i shower as my hair stink...that it become bored and tired...yaphuat and wyntrice and xing yi is lye playin majiong...while i got nth 2 do...nobody wanna go out and play...almost bored to death...tony and andy fell asleep...so yaphuat they all play until 4pm lye that...then slowly they all went out...yaphuat me tony and andy went food court and eat...we all had some herbel soup except yaphuat who had laksa...my stomach is not feeling too good...then we went back and my stomach is not feeling any better...then cecilia frenz came and start bbq...shannon came and we watch s'pore idol...taufik better win...if not i send someone and kill him...then slowly they all go home...leaving two cecilia frenz...they stay later...we played murderers and heart attack...they really hit until my hands red...then they all go home...we sleep earlier...1am i drop sleep...yaphuat sleep later as usual...

Day 3..
wake up...was really a good sleep...check out at 10.30am...went whitesand to eat breakfast then shop for a while then went home...me and yaphuat were lye talking bout wad is good and bad bout the chalet...end of my chalet dayz.........

TODAY...
woke up 11.10am...totally forget yuling treating us...hehe...jane and sharon and valentino reach first...we waited 4 Luanne they all then yuling came...after deciding for bout 10 min we finally went to a restuarant.order lobster and crab...and that valentino ordered one big plate of fried rice...yuling paid $375...whao...so much...hehe...then we all go home...i went k box to be a member...i got the member card...great dayz to be.i am so full...
now i kinda miss 2bn...wonder when we can all meet again...miss you all alotz...as wad i say always...2 BN ROX

please do not leave me alone♥

Sunday, November 14, 2004 @2:14 PM

>bENe-DE-REn<

>Gurl zone<
Adeline
: the "Yong yuan Mei li", "Ming yen dong ren" girl [transformation of Adeline name completed][if that cause any vomiting...pls forgive me].... Apparently she had captured a guy heart...ohh... the"smell"of love

Alicia
: the surname "chen"one...got "zhi hui"...that's why got into integrated programme... although she not very"min jie"...hehe... shld brush up on her pitch when she sings...[for the sake of us]

Huimin
: the surname "zhang" one... got "zhi hui"... that's why got into integrated programme... although she not very "min jie"...hehe...[copy right from Alicia]...veri obedient and loyal...

Chialing
: her idols...5566, jay chou, jolin cai yiling...lookin for a dancing expert...she is the "zui jia ren xuan".... coz in dance wad...hehe...veri responsible... anyway...she kinda reminds me of Cyndi wang xin ling...[for others reading tis...keep yr minds straight...thx]

Charlene
: volleyball gurl...veri good in volleyball...veri tanned... almost like Adeline... best frenz of chialing...rumors she stead wif weijun...true or false...[only she noe]

Valerie
: my family member...my little aunt...sometimes get agitated veri easily...calm down...so called fan of SHE...

Julia
:the only person in class wif the same surname as me..."lin"... devoted wushu gurl...sits beside hui lin...she is my great-grandma...hehe...she not veri "jiao xiao ling long"...more of tomboyish[like ella]

Szeyan
: my mother...hehe...she got four guys under her controls[not gonna tell you...in case mum beat me]...how does she hook up those guys??...she "Szeee......" the guys wif her electrifying "yan jing"...hehe...[mum...pls don kill me]...veri nice gurl...

Shujia
: Not so familiar wif her ...got into Bn this year..anyway...her English may "shu" to us...but her Chinese surely beat us...don give up...jia you!!

Yee wen
: tis mosquito...I mean gurl...great in Chinese compo...veri veri chinese...hehe...a gurl with lots of idea...helpful...nice gurl

Sheery
: always walk out wif her through the back gate...hehe...veri caring...in choir also...but her condition not as serious as Alicia[if you understand wad I mean]... veri emotional also

Eunice
: like someone until "ke ku Ming xin"...if you disturbs her while she is in the PMS period...you are in deep trouble...her face will turn "qing qing"[as in green]...and...yr pencil-box is at stake[don kill me, Eunice]...loves...DDR and volleyball...and...?????

Mianjun
: my big auntie...veri clever...veri caring...a good frenz to be...anyway...when I first meet her...she reminds me of a primary school gurl-frenz...you noe... a big gurl...

Jieru
: the wushu master is here...get out of the way if you don wan to get yr butts kick...when she fights...her movements are veri "min jie"...fast and smooth...let's hope our dream of her becoming a Olympic wushu master can "ru yuan yi chang"...oh yah...she is my 2nd auntie...

Serene
: comic addict...hehe...love comic...drawing skill really really good...got 2nd in class...veri clever ...she is my big sister

Huilin
: relax...she is not that Kelly chen... got "zhi hui"... that's why got into integrated programme[a bit copy right from Alicia]...she is the kind of "lin jia nu hai"...veri guai...

Li xin
: veri "li hai"in Chinese...of course... not "xin jia bo ren"[as in singaporean]...you go...lee jia wei

>boyz zone<
Chun poh
:my test tube rack[as in baby sitter]....so "ying jun" until attracted one gurl...ohh...his mother treats him as if he is still a "bao bao"[as in baby]...calling all the time...he got 1st...that gurl got 2nd...[see some connection???]...anyway veri clever

puaykai
: veri veri tall...veri veri like science... devoted in science...pal of peng yu...hope his lungs will stay in place for the rest of his life...[sincerely]

Guanjie
: basketball guy..."bai ma wang zi" of a girl...veri good in "guan lan"...let's hope he will be a "jie chu" basketball players and bring pride to the sch...

See ann
: looks like he likes playin lan and cs...always hang out wif soon yang and ke wei...when they are together...you get a din...

wang hsing
: great in calligraphy...and Chinese compo...see ann his best pal..apparently...he is separated and becoming the outsider...[dunnoe why]

Kenneth
: my father...he is the "wang di"...szeyan is the queen...hehe...he "shi zong" cannot resist temptation...hehe...[forgive me daddy]...he is actually a "hao hao xian sheng"...

ke wei
: kiwi...kiwi...badminton guy...veri humorous... jengkhit best pal...looks like they noe each other lotz...

shawn
: the girl who marry him will for sure become "huang lian po"...muz noe how to cook...how to clean the house...veri "an jing" in class...ignoring the fact that soonyang sits beside him...will become a "jie chu" food expert...

zeng wei
: my another father...hehe...always bully by ke fan..."zeng ke lian"...had to be frenz wif kefan...really "wei nan"him...hehe...a good frenz...

jonathan
: malay boy...veri veri tanned...veri veri responsible...a great member of the class society...a great member of the sweet club... he reminds me of Shu wei from Energy and also Usher...

Soon Yang
: Edward...suit him...edwina...suit him great...edchel...suit him best...coz rhyme wif Rachel...so "ke bo" to Alicia...anyway hope he and Rachel "sun zi man tang"...for sure will treat Rachel like "xiao mian yang"...and pls be more decent...[didn't say you are phycho]

Godfrey
: another father... volleyball guy....heard he already got a girlfrenz...ohh...love in the air...veri helpful...veri competitive...

Revvo
: I really recommend you shave yr leg hair...muz really "guan xing" that girl...she is drowning in the sea of love....recommend you use a "jian li" knife to shave...another important fact...he is veri "fu gui"...anyway...he reminds me of Enrique Iglesias

Ke fan
: hougang boy...you really should stop bullyin zengwei...anyway... wadever we say bout you...some we don mean anything[but most of the time we mean something...]

peng yu
: a great "peng you"...always beside you no matter sunshine or whether "xia yu"...a bit dramatic...devoted in science...always drag into ours[Eunice, Adeline, chunpoh, me] argument for no reason ....

jengkhit
: suddenly become so phycho...muz be mentally shocked or sometimes...hehe.. hanged out wif ke wei...always agitated teacher...[naughty...naughty]

Tony
: " chen jing" is my third auntie...nah...he is not that got " gong de xing",veri "wei da" defence minister...but still veri humorous and funny...

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>>>>>If i offend anyone, i don't give a damn...no lah, sorry lor<<<<<

please do not leave me alone♥

Friday, November 05, 2004 @5:48 PM

at least a week after last day of school....miss you all so much....so sad...had to leave 2bn...btw...i go 3md...hehe...okok lah....not so happy....not so sad...good news 10 of bn pupils go there....n0t so boring lye that...hehe....then the last day of sch the bian bian bian competition....we got 2nd....yeah...finally...then the amazing race we also got prize...then eco-friendly we also got prizes....yeah..so happy...then we go back to class clean class....

no mood lor....so moody....then Mrs Wu came in.....blah blah....say our bian bian bian veri good....wadever....so tense up when we get our report book.....i quite OK wif my results....that chun poh freak lah.....got no. 1...then serene got no.2....always together...hehe...of course they go 3rp....then szeyan and kenneth also got into 3rp.....clever couple...hehe...after all...streaming results out....wad can i do???....unless i wanna appeal....boring....anyway...juz one thing to say.....BN ROX.... :P

please do not leave me alone♥



ME.
sunthai
cchms.4modesty'06.eds
tjc.cg17/07.ccc
seventeen. 250690'
imagination running wild
hoping for a happy ending

missing the past,
struggling in the present,
worrying for the future.


YOU.
Cassandra
Chunkiat
Guoying
Hweekee
Jane
Jasmine
Jialing
Jiemin
Julia
Kenneth
Khangleng
Melvin
Michelle
Pearlyn
QianNi
Racheline
Serene
Sheery
SiewHui
Szeyan
Tony
Wynne
Wyntrice
Xinyi
YingHui
Zhaopei

TALK.


THANKS.
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